Okay, so here I am admitting that I am ready for this week to be over.

Ryan has been gone since Friday and yesterday was the first day since August 27, 2009 that I have not communicated with Ryan. We have at least texted each other everyday and since September 4, 2009 we have talked every night.
So last night was a struggle for me. I didn't sleep well, I can't wait for him to get home. And he may only be home for a couple of days then leaving for a couple days but at least I will get to see him for a little bit.
So I am not sure he will be home today but I am hoping he will be!